Tuesday, April 15, 2008

invisibilty.

Bee: Sometimes I think I'm invisible to people lol
Bee: Like I'm visible to people who don't matter
Bee: But invisible to those that do
Bee: Oooor visible for the wrong reasons
Bee: And I'm like really tired of it
Sam: u know, i feel that same way sometimes
. . . these niggas today.
so, i know i aint like the most perfect person on the earth
. . . nor the prettiest.
. . . or the coolest.
i dont have the "likeability thing" like sam.
but i still like to think im alright.
actually noooo . . . im more then alright.
I'm tired of being looked over like im chopped liver. like im not "worthy enough" not "fly enough" or other misc. crap like that. When i sit here and bust my behind to be a great person, great friend. sit here and give ADVICE to you about other females EVEN THOUGH i like you.
put myself aside.
yet im still invisible.
it baffles me how you can sit there and waste ya time with some . . . DUMB chick. I must need to put a big sign on my forehead that says im dumb and easy for you to look at me.
not that that makes a damn difference b/c you know what, ya probably gunna get bored in a month anyway.
smh. so when are you going to grow the F up and realize that your a idiot and you've been lookin over
ME.
i dont like to toot my damn horn.
BUT . . .
TOOT M-F'N TOOT NEGRO.
you missin out on a great deal more than you think. this goes faaaar beyond prom.
smh.

2 comments:

the brave said...

whooooooiiiiaaaaaahhhhh TOOT MY NIGGA TOOT

but seriously i feel you
even tho i was goin thru my likeability, i always go thru it but never seem to have the guy i want to like me, like me, it's always everyone else lol maybe we're jus overlookin the guy that really likes us & or playin the guy that really cares for us & we dont notice cuz we're so caught up in tryna get some next level blind guy who could care less cuz he has so many girls on his nuts already & wats it to him if we're jus another name in his phone & another number to call jus to have a little fun w., to have good conversation w. cuz other girls can't be like that, other girls can't talk w.out flirtin or makin suggestive comments or wateva the case may have you

OH & i hate that "you're like my girlfriend but cooler" ish or "you're like my girlfriend when i dont have a girlfriend" or the "you the most chill girl, i wish girls i talked too were like you" or the "why can't every girl be like you cuz ya jus so great?" or the "you're gunna be the greatest wife a husband could ever have when ya older" the "gosh i wish i find a girl like you" type girl

i hate when they doooo thatt
WHAT IS THAT? like if we're that great then what's stoppin u from gettin @ us?
blind muheffas

TOOT TOOT

(ARGH i started to rant cuz i'm still tight if u haven't noticed lol i tried stoppin myself sorry =D)

Trenton Alston said...

lol...life is funny...but only to those with a sense of humor i mean there are alot of people who just generally go unnoticed by the people who like them...it happens all the time...it's happened to me...u...and thousands of others....nice rant...but u seem pretty upset....its him whose missing out...not u...not feeling very poetic...so this is a pretty straight forward comment today...plus not a situation i like talking on too much either